Tonight Ill stay awake long enough to stop breathing
and I wonder how long it will take before I pass out drunk off night skies
and lying on hills with wet grass below and blue black above-
I will carry all the weights tonight
cause I keep remembering the day that you said you might go crazy
if you spent one more minute with me and I just dont know-
is one more minute going to kill you now?
Stop before I say too much-
so now Ive been alone and its been going but tomorrow might not come
if I dont let it so dont forget the mornings that we spent deep inside out heads
staring at blank walls cause thats what counts
and I dont know but Im trying to let you go
but I cant cut so well these strings I have around my neck
and Im trying to let you know that Im doing this by myself-
so dont forget we sent letters to ourselves without words
and it was just to remember those days that we spent in our heads.
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