Every day seems the same to me
I sit around and think about how alone I feel
then I wind up rather enjoying loneliness because its the comfort of being sad-
sometimes it feels so right
and sometimes Id like to be around no one for ten straight years
but I know this feeling cant bring me places
and I know Im losing lots of ground
but to keep up means to get up and why does it have to be
the world keeps on changing while I just stay the same?
I feel like being down doesnt mean enough to anyone anymore
and I guess the world has made emotion obsolete
and I dont think I feel the same cause after all
who says what happy really means?
Tonight I will redefine everything and tomorrow I will start in on my better days
and so each their own definition of happiness
but no one ever reaches it so I dont think Ill breathe that way
but happiness is when theres nowhere left to go
because in that state of mind there is no state of self
so how was I supposed to know?
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